Remember the time

I said that I’m fine

Even though I wasn’t.

If I didn’t fake it,

I wouldn’t have made it,

You wouldn’t have gotten

one minute

To feel this feeling

I’m taking,

Make it be real.

Only got two words,

More than that won’t be heard,

I could keep it that way for nights

Then for months,

Don’t struggle to see far away,

You can’t read, it’s okay

More than two are in vain.

See them, hear them,

You’ve got ears only for them.

Why can’t I be like them,

It’s driving me insane,

This is the question of the day.

I keep being,

My only goal

is doing it all.

I keep seeing

Shame in those

smiles,

There’s nothing

to analyse.

I accidentally say it twice

‘till it’s stuck down in your eyes.

And you think I’m doing’ it

‘cause I’ve got nothing better to do.

How to say it’s a mistake,

That I didn’t think too fair

But the shame gets to the next level

And in this play is not okay

To stay calm when you’ve got pain

‘Cause you don’t know who else to fool.

But I can bet I’ve caught you.

Want only one from this world

To get the move without the word

To say that’s best when there’s better.

To wonder what do they long for

And ask me what did I mean.