did i cross the line...?

did i go too far this time?

did i take too many?

did i go too deep?

my limbs..weaken

my vision..fading

my mind..

my

my mind..

i went too far.

fuck

i think i took it too far..

the cold floor of my bathroom beneath me

my head rests on the tile

i watch myself in the mirror

as my life fades away

my heart slows

i feel a numb sensation all over

i can barely even breathe

my heart stops.

the room is filled with medics and my parents

they scream and cry begging for me to breathe

the word gets out

the people who suggested this

think

did i cross the line?

did i go too far?

how could i not notice

all this time

it was right underneath our noses

just beneath her sleeves.

my body, is cold

my body, is limp, numb

my eyes are glassy,

my lips pale.

i was gone, this time i think i finally took it too far.