I'm leaving, and its for good this time. I'm leaving this place that I've been stuck in for years. I've never knows a place where you can be surrounded by so many people yet be so alone. but that is here. here i am alone, i have no one but the voices in my head. i sit alone and wait until i can escape, and now i can. and i will. I'm leaving and I'm never coming back. no matter how much i love the people who have made me feel alone for years i will never look back, i will never turn around. i cant or i will never get away. i leave now i can never ever come back, that's it, gone. i need to disappear its the only way to truly escape. to be truly gone.