Her cold hands slowly going down my body

My heart racing as I pleaded with her to just stop

Reassuring me with a bright smile that we were just playing a game

I caved in and gave up with my own little pity party

After the fact I wanted to scrub all my skin off

But that wouldn’t be the last time now would it?

Each time I felt my identity leaving me

Who was I?

What was my purpose in life?

I was disgusted to be in my own skin

Nobody was there to save me

My silent cries for help that went unnoticed

Life is unfair

That was the only lesson I ever needed to learn