The stars smiled upon us
As if they knew we’d soon join them
I held you in my arms
Your innocent little face breaking my heart
A tear rolling down my face
Your little baby giggle making me second guess myself
But it was too late
The pavement got closer and closer
Oh I’ve never felt so free
Goodbye world
Hello stars, please care for my son in heaven...
Her tears won’t stay behind lock and key much longer
Her anger one word away from exploding
The tears start to run
Her eyes turning dark
Her beautiful blue eyes no longer visible
Every tear that drops stronger than the next
Before she flooded us all
Tears turn to yells
Yells turn to screams
Tears
Yells
Screams
They all fade away
To reveal a beautiful tragedy
Her beautiful blue eyes ...
Love is the lie that keeps us alive
Listen closely and see
The deception
The tricks
You say those words
Those stomach turning words
Then walk away
Oh but how I do love you
It keeps me going
Your sweet sweet false love
But oh how naive I was
Though I don’t mind
Your touch
Embracenent
Keeps my veins pumped up with the drugs
Love is the drug...
If only
I found myself repeating these two simple words
If only I hadnt said that
If only i hadnt been there
If only the sky was purple
If only the stars alligned so perfectly to bend to my will
If only your eyes hadnt been so decideving
If only the clouds fell
If only the rain stayed still
If only i could take it all back
If only i tried harder
If only...
We live in a land where the footprints of ghosts linger
Guiding you
Some call them ghosts
But thats not what i think
They must be angels
Sent to guide us
I always believed my mother was there
Looking back
Smiling at me
As she walked down and around the world
And I followed right behind her...
I see you
You see me
My chest flutters with excitment
Joy
Happiness
My heart pours over yours
I felt trust
I turn my back
A sharp pain piercing it
A small change in your demeanor
Yet noticeable
My chest heavy
My eyes rainy
I gasp for air
The tears flowing down
The brick on my chest
Not budging...
⚠️TW: SELF HARM ⚠️
I stood up
Walked across my room
Everything a little hazy
A mental photo of a lighter
The flame small and steady
Each step i took down the steps
The flame got bigger
Bigger and bigger
I stood in the kitchen
The flame big enough to destory a kingdom
My heart beating
The knife in my hands
With no recollection of picking it up
My vision blurring with my tears
My hea...
I carried the basket down to my mother in the garden
Time seemed off
My heart didn’t seem to be beating fast enough to keep up with the time
I looked around me
Bodies bodies bodies
All over the ground
People gasping for breath
Good thing I have the stop watch
I go to click it
And time slows.
Now my heart is beating too fast
People begin to age very rapidly
A once five year old
Now tu...
