There he stood

white as snow

pale as a ghost

he was nothing more than a lost spirit in these

rough dusty town roads

floating through life trying to find

anything he could cling to in this

god forsaken town.

that snow boy always had my eye

and he knew it too

we took him in and he caught on real quick

he got his guns and we took off into the sunset and

he never did look back, not once

left all he knew

he consumed my thoughts quick,

that snow boy

like a blizzard he coated my mind in powdery white snow.

he ain't like the other men in this town

he's got a heart far too big for his body.

Never thought id look at anyone the way I look at that

snow boy.

especially not another boy- no

another man.

we ain't teenagers. we don't have time for this experimenting

but when his hand is in my hair

and my hand is on his side and

we are tangled in an embrace

its hard to think of much else.

kept me on my toes.

I wish he were a woman.

not in the sense that i'd love him more as a woman.

no.

I couldn't love him as a woman because he wouldn't be him. he'd be

that snow girl.

but it isn't the same

don't roll off the tongue

don't fill me with thoughts and longings.

but I want to love him how I could love a woman.

openly.