So I belong here?

Of course I do!

Why do I feel so sad?

I am happy in life!

I feel like I can’t express my true emotions

Why do I feel like I want to leave?

If I do then what would happen?

Why is life hard

Why is everything so complicated

Why can’t it be easy

Why

Why do I feel this way

Is anything I do good?

Am I perfect enough to fit in?

Can I be happy?

Do I have to do so much it hurts?

Do I have to push my pain aside to finish the task?

I have friends

But they don’t know some of the pain

They don’t know that I feel they don’t like me

When they are talking and I feel alone

I just have weird odd or bad thoughts

They look at me

Ask if I am ok

I say yes and am just deep in thought

And they go about there day

If only

I could be perfect

Enough for people to like me

To stand out

To be what they want to be

But I want to be me

Be who people don’t want me to be

I could be sane

I don’t feel like leaving

I could be who I am ment to be

I am not afraid

I don’t feel so alone

I don’t pretend

I know people who love me

But then why do I feel sad

And alone

I don’t know

My mind is confusing

But I know

That if there are people who can help

I just have to accept that help