I knew I loved you before I met you, I’d been alone for far too long, And you were a rare breed, One that could never be Capable of hurting me, And saving me all at once. When you died, Most of me did too, And I can’t get over it, I can’t get over shit, Forgiveness and I are just not a good fit. And I can’t control myself when that feeling hits. I wish I had been there, As you took your final breaths, But I understand And I know why that was planned But I wanted to be with you to hold your hand, And never let go. I miss you every second, It will never go away, Until it’s finally my turn regardless of the pain To face my dying day, And zero part of me will wish I could stay. You are my home and I’m coming your way.