I knew I loved you before I met you,

I’d been alone for far too long,

And you were a rare breed,

One that could never be

Capable of hurting me,

And saving me all at once.

When you died,

Most of me did too,

And I can’t get over it,

I can’t get over shit,

Forgiveness and I are just not a good fit.

And I can’t control myself when that feeling hits.

I wish I had been there,

As you took your final breaths,

But I understand

And I know why that was planned

But I wanted to be with you to hold your hand,

And never let go.

I miss you every second,

It will never go away,

Until it’s finally my turn regardless of the pain

To face my dying day,

And zero part of me will wish I could stay.

You are my home and I’m coming your way.