I‘ve been trying to get over him. Every day i try to get over his betrayal. How could i’ve been so blind to not notice he was selling me in pieces so he could get whatever he wanted? Stupid pink glasses aka love.

I‘m a princess. I should have been more careful since the beginning. Royalty also means to set your kingdom first. I always should think of Drawk first. First priority in all matters is Drawk.

Sometimes Drawk feels more like a bad weight that has been put on me.

I can’t even get over him without the people wanting to know why the princess isn’t there for official celebrations. If they knew that i nearly risked the lives of my whole kingdom, would they still be so worried about me?

This man did not only hurt me but also my kingdom. Maybe i found a way to mourn my broken heart. Possibly he did not only shatter my heart but also crush my soul but what does it matter?

I open the door of my big room. I ask the guard:“Could you send someone in to make a wanted-poster? Someone has done great damage to our kingdom and he shall be punished!“ The guard only nods and walks away.

While i describe his so blue eyes and his wonderful fitting blue glasses my blood seems to freeze. The poster is nearly done. Oh, how he will love this poster of him. A few weeks ago he asked me to make a portrait and of him and to hang it up in my bedroom. Now i‘m making his portrait but i won’t hang this but him.

PS: Check out “Manipulative“ by me to understand the context