the sun loves
the sun grows weary
of seeing men squander its light
one man
wasting the glow that radiats from her skin
waste of space
waste of time
he treats her like she’s merely a
trail of his stardust
rather than the blazing glory that she is
the sun grows annoyed
at the words the man throws her way,
for she is not as important as him,
but the sun doesn’t speak
as she doesn’t want her burning beauty
to scathe his heart away
the sun needs to learn
that this man is not her everything
the sun needs to learn that her light
deserves to be seen deserves to be loved
not hidden and muffled in the darkness
by a boy, not even a man, who cancels plans
as soon as he learns it involves seeing other people
the sun needs to see herself
in the beauty in the speciality
that she is,
she needs to hear all the advices the stars
whisper
they want her to shine,
but this boy is sucking her brightness away
and she can’t see it
because she is too stuck in the way he called
her beautiful 8 months ago,
the way he held her face in his hands
and stared into her eyes,
telling her she was his everything,
when moments ago he had been yelling
though his voice never left a dull murmur
becuase emotion is unbecoming
to he who wants to be
the sun needs to see what everyone else does,
needs to learn how to grow
instead of shrink into the vacuum void
that he is
he is ruining the sun
but she’s too blinded by love,
or rather the fear of the absence of love
to notice