It goes so fast, once your a girl with all the friends you could need to none at all, I hate them atleast I should yet I am thinking of them and thinking of texting even tho I shouldn’t they hurt me and forced me out. Once it was 5 then 4, I never knew I was going to be the one to leave only last year now we where sneaking alcohol and in the streets at night doing whatever. Life was great but I was depressed still I felt I was missing somthing untill he came along and there it all went wrong they screamed at me for no longer being around but she didn’t know what It felt like to need someone all the time so bad that it took over my life, personally I think she changed along the way became a nasty girl and the only person I have to blame is my othere ex-friend. I couldn’t beg her to understand my feeling any longer after they talked shit about me I hated them and I knew it was over i would reply if they reached out but what ever it said would probably be horrible

Till that day,

I’ll be waiting.