I go through these phases where I feel completely distant from everyone around me

I feel drained with any interaction

I feel

Small

I don’t know what to make of this

How to stop this from happening

It just feels like a part of me now

Like this is just meant to happen

But

Why?

The moon has its own phases too

It becomes full and everyone stops in their

tracks to look at its beauty

But how do people feel when it’s only a

sliver?

It’s small

Distant

And possibly even unimportant because it’s

not being the brightest light of the night

That’s how I feel

I feel dim

Like I’m fading away

No matter what someone says it doesn’t

bring me back

No matter how many people I might be

talking to

Or might be around

I feel

Alone

Why?

Why do I feel like I’m here

But I’m not at the same time

Why do I have to go through these dark

phases every other week

Every other day

Every other hour

Why?

Why do I feel

So

Far

Away