I go through these phases where I feel completely distant from everyone around me

I feel drained with any interaction

I feel

Small

I don’t know what to make of this

How to stop this from happening

It just feels like a part of me now

Like this is just meant to happen

But

Why?

The moon has its own phases too

It becomes full and everyone stops in their

tracks to look at its beauty

But how do people feel when it’s only a

sliver?

It’s small

Distant

And possibly even unimportant because it’s

not being the brightest light of the night

That’s how I feel 

I feel dim 

Like I’m fading away 

No matter what someone says it doesn’t

bring me back 













 No matter how many people I might be

 talking to  

 Or might be around 

 I feel 

 Alone 















  Why? 

  Why do I feel like I’m here 

  But I’m not at the same time 

















   Why do I have to go through these dark

   phases every other week      

   Every other day 

   Every other hour 

   Why? 

















    Why do I feel 

                                 So 

                                            Far 

                                                       Away