They say everything will be ok

And some say that they won’t

Why should I listen to what people say?

It doesn’t matter if I don’t

This is life

Yes, I’m aware

But that doesn’t mean

I don’t have a right to be scared

People insane, people on drugs

Humans sticking to things they love

And I’m just in a corner alone; eyes shut, knees bent

Because everything is not a dove

The world is shit

Full of shitty politicians

Full of shitty people

Full of shitty rich people who have nothing to do but to watch people suffer

I’m tired

I’m so tired

And I know the world is going to get worse

I just hope that God is real, that he destroys this world

I don’t care about myself

I know I’ll go to hell

Just get it over with

Spare my family

Because I know that I’m going to die soon

Whether by a gun

A car

A missile

An atomic bomb

My sheets

It’s going to be soon

And I can’t wait

So world,

Person who created me

**Thank you. For nothing.**

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_(I’m honestly fine. Just worried about our country—the dividing lines. The manipulation. The trickery. The corruption of powerful individuals. How did the world come to this?_

_When is it going to end? Why did I have to be born to live this? _

_I just wanna go to sleep.)_