I’m never satisfied with the number on the scale

Although doing something about it made me feel so frail

I became addicted to skipping every meal

This caused an everlasting hunger for me to feel

Always turning up the heat so I could defrost

These symptoms make me ask about the true cost

My body has disgusted me for so long

The individual details look so wrong

Although my brain can’t fathom getting out of this routine

I want the ability for hope to be seen

Gaining help has changed that terrible view

And now the sky had never looked so blue