If only I was content with life

And everything was painless

I am so focused on the knife

My body is starting to feel weightless

I look down at what I have done

Blood covering my shaking hands

The life inside me is close to none

I don’t think anyone will understand

I have now committed a crime

But there will be no punishment for me

I will be gone in a short amount of time

Slowly my spirit is bein...

Disclaimer: I have tried rhyming before but it’s definitely out of my comfort zone

I love the attention

The people keep supplying

I want perfection

So I keep satisfying

I crave affection

To prove I’m worth loving

I need validation

It’s so electrifying

I admire my obsession

After all this I keep trying

I feel an obligation

The pressure I keep applying

I expect an explanation

To why I’m compl...

I’m never satisfied with the number on the scale

Although doing something about it made me feel so frail

I became addicted to skipping every meal

This caused an everlasting hunger for me to feel

Always turning up the heat so I could defrost

These symptoms make me ask about the true cost

My body has disgusted me for so long

The individual details look so wrong

Although my brain can’t fathom getting...

I trusted you to change

You told me you wouldn’t make me feel so strange

You said you loved me

After all you’ve done I thought that was key

You have no remorse

The personality you have is so coarse

You think you have no change to go through

A man who wont do things that don’t benefit you

It’s how you survive

It’s how your ego thrives

All I wanted was a little tweak

Not for you to make me feel m...

“I thought you would get mad”

That was it

I finally saw what I did

My friends

The people I considered family

Didn’t even tell me the truth

I cant blame them though

I was the one that should be blamed

My entire personality built upon being kind

Just for the people I love most to lie

Because I had changed for the worst

I had hurt people

I had hurt people

I had hurt people

I HAD HURT PEOPLE

My br...

Everyday I go to the library

And everyday I hear her

Rambling and rolling her eyes

Typing and deleting everyday

She’s typing book

Constantly asking herself for better words

Complaining about the grammar corrections she always ends up ignoring

But the computer screen always ends up empty everyday

She is so ignorant making her own suffering

I want to help her

I always know a better word

I listen ...

Disclaimer: I have a lot of a emotion but don’t know how to express it so I’m trying poetry.

My brain can never focus on things that are really true, constantly blank and empty with only the unkind thoughts shining through.

I’m never able to show the awareness of my physical being, I just need to express all the emotion that I believe in.

My face portrays such a blank message that the world kno...