Seeds that Never Bloom
Round harvest-time I slip away
to spare them winter's crueler teeth
while summer's warmth still gilds their skin—
such mercy-lies I whisper sweet
"Last night how you held me..."
Each season brings another garden
where lovers press their hopes to void
and I, still thinking kindness guides,
leave wreckage in my wake
"I love how you run your fingers through my hair. Stay... please just stay."
Beneath spring's heavy-laden boughs
each flower plucked before its time
leaves gardens barren, seeds unborn
Better this than to wither on the vine
"Remember when I showed you those poems I wrote? God, I've never shown anyone those..."
Till clarity cuts cold as frost:
I am no savior's gentle hand
but something darker, deeper-wrong
sightless hunger wearing shepherd's wool
"I told my dad about you yesterday. First time I've ever called someone 'the one.' He laughed about it, the way he is. I told him he was wrong about you."
Better she learn swift loneliness
than what my patient poison brings—
a wolf would only tear her flesh,
I'd make her long for such release