It

feels

good

to

fall

Or maybe it doesn’t

I don’t know

But what I do know is

It’s a relief to not be climbing

To not be reaching

To not be trying to prove that I deserved to be there in the first place

The verdict is in

I don’t

And now I’m free

To do nothing

To be nothing

To amount to nothing

Isn’t that something?

I can finally turn off

Stare at the wall and love it

Because nothing is calling

And it’s calling for me