I’m walking down the street As the rain comes down It feels like hail I keep my hood on Till it started coming down it’s hardest Once I am drenched I let the tears roll down my face Only I can see and tell What is rain and what is tears Once I start I cannot stop For the rain hiding the tears it allows me to keep crying No one will hear through the thunder No one can tell what I’m feeling I keep my sorrow in the rain So I can stay hidden as I cry my tears run deep Now it all comes back my past It’s traumatizing all the memories that I tried to forget They come raining down on me like nothing else ever has I’m this moment may all the good memories vanish All I feel is the pain in my head and heart Tis is where I cannot move as I start feeling stif and numb May there be a way to forget all this pain instead of keeping it all inside Can I still change who I am Or is this who I am deemed to be I’m only 16 and it feels like this earth is cruel There’s a lot of good people and good times but I haven’t had many As the rain comes down I remember my past what I DID Then comes what I seen and been through No one can see my thoughts and pain I smoke all the pain away like it never existed I feel sorrow for myself as pain comes into my head faster and faster It doesn’t stop this walk isn’t peaceful tis is painful may I ever forget my bad memories or does it deem who I become Why am I so hurt why can’t I feel better Well some people make the bad memories disappear But the ones who do I want them forever may this happen Or will they leave eventually Will they actually stay by my side I may never forget what I have done and been through But I always remember the ones who made me feel like life was good and sweet This poem stops here as the rain starts messing up my typing typing is going blind may I clear my mind though these poems and let myself free all alone is the only time I can feel like this