May mind be free
And let the devil
No longer bother me
I want to free be once again
All I feel is pain and agony
Why you wont you let me be
I’m drowning in my sorrows
May it stop when I go free
He has me in his grasp
I’m stuck in his hands
He runs my mind
I don’t wanna be
Who I have become
I wanna be free and be me
I’m tired of the pain nagging me
I can’t put the flame out
It keeps a lit
Once I...
Heart broken once again
But this time it was for my own sins
May I come to peace with myself
May I work on myself
I got into a amazing relationship
It was this girl I loved her
O I loved her dear
I wasn’t able to show it
For my ex and my ex bsf
Hurt me truest
Now my heart is broken
I may heal
Maybe one day
I’ll be able to show my love
When im not broken
I smoke to numb myself
And to numb the pai...
Why should I trust you why should I believe you I once gave you everything all my love everything you ever wanted you didn’t love me you lied day by day I had nothing I meant no more than a dusty penny you broke me when I was weak why should I let you do it AGAIN WHY so you can make sure I don’t make it out alive this time I wanna be in peace not pain I felt at peace till I realized it was all a f...
It’s painful
The thing I have done
What I have seen
What I didn’t do
What I couldn’t do
Burns my soul
While I live in deep regret
My life may go on
So my family will stay strong
I have piled up all my emotions
So now you can see
That side of me is not
Who I want to be
I regret doing the things I have done
The situations I have caused
I live in grief and sorrow
And bleed deep
I hope the devil c...
Sorrow
Pain.
Regret
Remorse
Guilt
Anger
Revenge
Forgotten
Lost..
Unwanted
Tis generation
We can’t seem
To get out
We suffer
We smoke the pain away
Most of us just want to feel again
But so many people are here..
To just hurt hurt hurt
Us over and over
Thou is weak
Thou wont eat
I would like to feel again
but i don’t think
Tis “dream” will ever be again
I wanna hold someone
I wanna forget ...
Her words stuck deep inside me
Her promising
Her in general
Everything she said
Did
It all stuck with me
It was amazing
There was no problems
Date nights
Talks
Movies
Yep did it all
always there for each other
Taking about our future together
As if it was already panned out in the table
But something started seeming a little off
A little too off
This boy her “bsf”
He likes her yep he does
It’s...
The storm begins
Hail comes down
It’s windy
It’s downpouring as the streets flood
I get ready
And go outside
Hoodie shoes sweatpants
I’m going thru too much
The rain soothes the pain
and let’s me free
I’m such a good person
But that’s not how people perceve me
I’m the bad guy in every book
I wanna be happy
I try
But when it rains
I go out there
It’s where I can cry without anyone noticing
It’s...
I’m setting up my car to go to sleep
I hear a knock on the window
I ignored it
I started hearing all the cars
In the busy night
Car horns, busses
I see a couple people
walking down the street
Even the sidewalk is busy
I start seeing these random figures
They come out of no where
I can’t go to sleep
It’s too loud
I’m scared I might not wake up
Who knows what could happen
In this busy city night
S...
I’m walking down the street
As the rain comes down
It feels like hail
I keep my hood on
Till it started coming down it’s hardest
Once I am drenched
I let the tears roll down my face
Only I can see and tell
What is rain and what is tears
Once I start I cannot stop
For the rain hiding the tears it allows me to keep crying
No one will hear through the thunder
No one can tell what I’m feeling
I kee...
As the storm has started I hear the wind
The wind is strong
I go outside as it downpours
There’s thunder and lightning all around
The walk seems to be peaceful tho
I feel at peace in the rain
As I start I feel the pain
But my sorrows and weeps won’t be heard by no other
It’s dark
No one hears my cries
No one hears my screams
Tis rain is like no other
As I’m soaking wet
In my sweater
I’m still ...
