I watched as they all laughed together. I wished I could join them without them driving me away. They seem so happy. I want to be happy. I want to dance with Ocarina at night under the stars. I want to listen to Zuku talking for hours about his favourite book. I want to sleep next to Ella and watch her breath. I want to play video games with them on the couch all together.

Why can’t they see. I love them so much. I just want to love them.

They now have added someone new. I hate his guts. It should be me not him.

If they weren’t going to love me,

They aren’t going to love anyone else.