Yea I have friends

And I have a friend group!

I think

It’s hard to tell

I join the conversation and they save me a seat

But when they talk to me ours eyes never meet

They said there was a party

They even said I could come

But the invite never came

And now I feel dumb

Are we friends?

Do you like me?

Or are you just politely tolerating me, hoping that I leave you alone.

I’ll treat you like we’re friends

But that doesn’t change the fact

That in my mind

None of you like me.

Social anxiety makes things really hard

Although we’re together

I feel very alone

**Together alone**

Funny how that works

How you can love someone

And I’m their eyes you’ll find hurt

One invite and my life would change

And would free me from my introvert cage.

I’m sorry Kate

And I’m sorry Josh

If u did something to

Ella or

Hailey

I’m trying my best!