“Once you do this,you can never go back.You understand?”

His words cut through my thoughts like a knife.

Pain I’ve bottled up for years,came bursting though.

Tears I fought to hold back for so long,until the final blow hit me,and I could no longer hold back.

Pain,guilt,regret.

Memories playing in my head so fast,yet I remembered each detail so well.

Abandoned,lost.

So many things that I wanted to forget,so many things that never should’ve happened.

Love,torn to pieces before I could truly experience it.

Happiness,something I never knew of.

Tears,forced into rage.

My eyes staring blankly ahead,not seeing what was in front of me,my vision taken over by memories and tears.

My last cry.

“You can never go back.You understand?”His words repeated in my head.

Yes,but did I ever have a choice?

I took a step forward.

My last step.