Unexpected
Every time you touch me
There’s a coldness within
Like I know every other body where those hands have been
Am I just another pretty face?
another body for you to debase?
I thought you’d make me feel warm
But your lips are like ice
And your hands are starting to feel like you don’t ask before you take
Or love is something that you don’t make
But you take
And you take
And you take
Your fingernails left their mark
Down my body they rake
I am frozen
My innocence and purity have been stolen
Your greedy hands kneaded at my body
After I was bruised and swollen
You were done
After it was over all I wanted to do was run
But like a lady does
I stayed composed
I gathered my things
As I was walking home
The same sinister chill resided
Cascading down my neck
I felt as though my legs would give out
I’m a complete wreck
I arrive home and stumble into the bathroom
All I want is scolding water on my skin
Anything to wash away this nightly sin
I curl under the hot water
The chill still resides
I turn the shower dial once more
Water burns down my skin it glides
Until finally the chill stopped