I love you.

I will always love you but you will always love her

I ran after you as if you are running back and not away, I chased you even when you have made it clear

That I am not the one you were running to.

I jump after you as you call my name and hers.

I fall hopping that you will be there to catch me when I meet you at the bottom

But you are there to catch her because she jumped after you too

I crash and break into a thousand pieces.

As I scramble to put every pieces back in its places you worry over her cuts and bruise.

The pieces are never the same falling out with every step

Using books and music as tap and glue

Begging that you see all pieces missing.

But you don’t see.

You don’t see the lost parts

You don’t see the broken parts

You can’t see the scratch’s from what’s trapped inside

You can’t see the pain because you don’t want to know.

But then we are back at the ledge.

You calling to both of us

You fall and I watch her jump after you

And I jump too once again breaking into a thousand pieces.

Because I will never learn.

That you will catch her every time

And I will fall

Into a Thousand Pieces.