Twenty four months

I’ve known you for twenty four months

The best months of my life

Because of you

I used to think we belonged together

Forever, infinity, never-ending friendship

That’s what I wanted

And that’s what you gave to me

I liked you more, though

More than a friend

I still do

I don’t know what that means

Who that makes you to me

My soulmate?

I don’t really know what that means

I thought I did

But you’re different

A soulmate is someone kind

Supportive

Funny

Beautiful on the inside

Your best friend

And that’s you

But there’s a difference

And I don’t know what it is

Maybe it’s your black eyes

Your beautiful, honest smile

Your gentle laugh

Your soft voice

Or maybe it’s the fact

That I can’t have any of those

Any of you

Your smile, I see

But it’s never for me

Your laugh, I hear

But it’s not at my joke

Your voice, I have memorized

But you don’t know

Your eyes, I dream of every day

But a dream can’t be real, can’t grow

Maybe you are my soulmate

Even if I realized too late

But it doesn’t really matter

If in the end we’ll be shattered

A broken heart hurts more than a scar

But what do I do?

What can I say?

If you’ve already scared my life

You’ve stolen my heart

And it’s yours forever

That, Damian

Is the only truth I’ll ever know