1-07-25, five days after we gave up on us , which is

weird saying because we planned our future together.

Knowing I have you no longer by my side will be one of

the hardest feelings in the world, but will soon be a

blessing.

Giving up on us was not what I wanted, but was for the best.

My heart and my soul wants all of you, but my mind knows me letting you go will make me a better person .

I look at pictures, and watch videos of us trying to remember your touch, your skin, and the smell of you, but that’s not enough for me.

I think about calling you every now and then even in the short 5 days that feel like 7yrs 3months and 5 days since I have been with out you, oh I miss you, oh my love I will always continue to miss you.