I fell for you

Your eyes

Your lips

Your body

Your sent

Your soul

Your heart

I fell for you

Your lies

The pain you caused

I fell for you once

Then many times over

Kept believing it would get better

You would change

I kept going back

Knowing my love for you never stopped

Knowing it was deeper than seas

Deeper than the forest

But you always left

After I knew it was over

I knew it w...

Mum.

why couldn’t you have been the mum I needed.

Why couldn’t have you loved and cared for me like one mothers should.

Instead I am getting the love you never gave me from another person mother. Im getting the care and kindness and the teachings of how to deal with boys and how to do my makeup and when my mental health is bad that I can talk about it and get help.

You only taught me one thing i...

You said you’d protect me and keep me out of harm’s way.

You said I’d be safe and no more hate would come my way.

You said I’d be happy and free, and I’d get everything I wished for.

You promised me life, you promised me marriage and you gave me hope.

All the words you said, soon began to accumulate, some things just didn’t add up.

Your anger reared its ugly head, you seethed with pride a...

Your fingers are bittersweet,

tracing verses across my back.

Stretch marks gleaming in the shitty light,

I take your hand and nothing’s new.

Over and over and over and over

and over and over and over and-...

I don’t think happiness always shows up when you need it.

You need to build it and nurture it.

Let go of the things holding you back

Evolve

Break down walls and rebuild them, brick by brick.

Happiness isn’t by chance

It’s every ladder of DNA, every tough decision you made, even when they don’t feel right at the time.

If you show up for yourself

Happiness will show up for you...

**Lying so still, caught in this trance,**

**Mixed signals flash, no steady stance.**

**A light on orange, can’t decide,**

**Do I keep close, or turn aside?**

**Green**

**To be loved, to feel whole,**

**To share secrets, heart and soul.**

**Red**

**A heart gone cold, walls built tall,**

**Am I wrong to fear the fall?**

**Green**

**If I’m myself, will he see?**

**What if he doesn’t like the r...

I don’t remember my life before you

that free feeling that I was use to

I don’t remember who I was

or what my mind does

I remember the first time I met you

you said your friends were very few

not thinking there was a before you

and an after view

I thought the sun will stay out forever

thinking I won the treasure

I didn’t know when it hit night

but all the sudden you held the knife

you di...

I’ve watched from afar, admired your ways,

Known with a certainty, stuck in a craze

On paper it’s perfect, our lives intertwine

Two spirits, one soul: a predestined design

Both athletic nerds, intelligent things

Obsessed with a story, entranced by some rings

A pet you can catch, a ball to be kicked

The cobalt and claret, a yellow mouse picked

But it’s more than our hobbies, our linked families

It...

My heart split in two

But it was fixed once I met you

That day we met, you liked my style

You made me laugh, you made me smile

Our love was love

That was until you were shoved

I pushed you away when you wanted to stay

I know I wasn’t right

you still wanted me so you wanted to fight

I made a mistake that pushed you away

And never thought of me the same

We tried to move on, but things wen...

You told me I’m giving up

That I don’t want to commit to you any more

That I am not putting in effort

And ur right

I gave up

I gave up faking a smile

I gave up putting up a face

A face that said I still love you

But I don’t

I don’t love you anymore

I’m done

I’m done pretending like the words you say don’t hurt me

The thing you do don’t affect me

I’m done

You right

I did give up

Not o...