The beautiful boy walks by

My eyes linger as he walks across the floors

I feel a feeling I can recognize

This is a feeling I’ve felt before

And I’ve already lived through the delusions

And I’m afraid that I’ll live through some more

Not again, I beg and hope, not again, not anymore!

The endless thoughts of deceiving scenarios

And unrealistic fantasies that my mind would restore

An imagination with a whole lifetime planned out

With intriguing stories that my mind can’t ignore

But I’ve already been through this

And I’ve already lived through this before

I never wanna go through this again

Never again, I beg and hope, never again, not anymore!