If I am to be honest

you never kept your promise

you told me I was safe

but you put me in a grave

if I am to be honest

you said I was a secret

I always felt defeated

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I hope this makes you squirm

If I am to be honest

You are not a man

You are but a sham

Made my life the hardest

if I am to be honest

I've learned to go the farthest

you left my life

Yet left me under the knife

If I am to be honest

you were always dishonest

I was never safe was I?

But I rose from the ashes,

A phoenix in flight,

Strong and resilient,

I found my light.

In depths of despair,

I learned how to stand,

I created my own future,

With hope in my hands.

So If I am to be honest,

now truly I can see,

A promise of freedom

Is finally with me.

I've built a new fortress,

my heart healed strong,

and now I live fully,

where I truly belong.