We are the 5 parts of the Matryx system in the world of Dissociative Identity Disorder. Max (6), Molly (8), Asher (12), Mackie (16), and Sara (28).
We are the 5 parts of the Matryx system in the world of Dissociative Identity Disorder. Max (6), Molly (8), Asher (12), Mackie (16), and Sara (28).
‘Slap’
That’s for running
‘Slap’
That’s for hiding
He holds her down
Now will you make those mistakes again?
Shaking her head no
Trying not to fall apart
Don’t let him know you’re in pain
For he will never stop
Learned from her mistakes
To never say a word
Never run
Never hide
Stay still, stay quiet
Never make the same mistakes again...
My survival, you inspire me to write
Thinking about our secret
Invades my mind day and through the night
Always dreaming about the abyss
Let me compare you to a dark room
Empty, horrible and mad
Blood all shiny and red
Drip, drip, dripping down our legs
Oh how I loathe you
Let me count the ways
Our body
Tear stained and bleak
To forever falter
There is only illusion
tear stained and torn
Ma...
The family took a trip to the local Walmart. The little girl was so excited to see the fish. Her mom told her “ we will go see the fish after we get our groceries, okay?” So the little girl waited patiently until she could not be patient anymore. While her parents were shopping an aisle or two away from the fish tanks, the little girl asked her daddy to walk over to them with her. He said “since t...
“I don't know why. I just couldn't help myself,” she said explaining the new cuts on her arms and legs. “I wanted to feel something, right now I can't feel anything at all.”
Talking to her razor blade she says “why can't I help myself with you? All you do is hurt me!”
She always goes back to the blade. Never stopping. Until one day, she is standing over herself asking what went wrong.
“I just...