Day 1: Honestly this feels a little pathetic But this is the only way I’ll see you again Have to keep this hidden because nobody else will get it 5 months is up, I cannot pretend. Day 4: Could not spot you through the neighborhood trees I don’t even know which house is yours One of these days you’ll see me And we will finally turn into more. Day 9: I’m losing hope in this plan I’m losing hope in us The search was over before it even began When I texted, you left me on seen so I think there’s nothing more to discuss. Day 13: (last day) I’m tired and cold and out of pride I told you I never wanted to see you again and I lied This game is up, my plan was fooled The fate in my mind was overruled I walk to the coffee shop instead And write down everything i’m feeling in my head I hate you, I need you, you’re my rose But I hope that you’re happy, wouldn’t want to impose The chai didn’t do much to help my heart I need to give up, press rewind and skip start But walking home I look for you in every car You may be 3 minutes away but you still feel so far No! No! Not you at all, God why did you have to make me fall?