Day 1:

Honestly this feels a little pathetic

But this is the only way I’ll see you again

Have to keep this hidden because nobody else will get it

5 months is up, I cannot pretend.

Day 4:

Could not spot you through the neighborhood trees

I don’t even know which house is yours

One of these days you’ll see me

And we will finally turn into more.

Day 9:

I’m losing hope in this plan

I’m losing hope in us

The search was over before it even began

When I texted, you left me on seen so I think there’s nothing more to discuss.

Day 13: (last day)

I’m tired and cold and out of pride

I told you I never wanted to see you again and I lied

This game is up, my plan was fooled

The fate in my mind was overruled

I walk to the coffee shop instead

And write down everything i’m feeling in my head

I hate you, I need you, you’re my rose

But I hope that you’re happy, wouldn’t want to impose

The chai didn’t do much to help my heart

I need to give up, press rewind and skip start

But walking home I look for you in every car

You may be 3 minutes away but you still feel so far

No! No! Not you at all,

God why did you have to make me fall?