I can feel her as she moves around inside me. For months I’ve felt her. We were so excited when we found out we were going to be parents!

It is almost time for her to leave my body and the safety within it. I’m not ready for this to be over. Im not ready to let her go. Right now, she is alive! But as soon as she is born, she wont be.

We found out at 23 weeks she didnt have everything she needed to survive. Parts of her did not form as they should have. Part of her brain is missing and most of her organs stopped developing.

Right now, she can use mine. But soon, she cant.

I dont want to push. Please dont make me! Let her stay with me just a little bit longer! Let me feel her for another day! I know she has to be born. Nature always gets her way.

Push!

I would have been so excited right now.

Push!

My husband cries with me.

Push!

Shes here.

One little cry! I heard her cry! Thank you!

Goodbye my heart! My beautiful girl! I will be with you someday!