SISTER FOREVER
I want you to be happy,
I want you to be healthy,
I want you to be free,
But I wish you were with me.
Always thinking about you,
I can’t go on without you,
I just don’t know how to,
Cause I need you now, too.
You’re close to giving up,
I’m close to losing love,
So I pray to my angels in the sky above,
Just let me hold on to you or the drugs.
If I don’t hold on then I know I’ll fall off,
So I keep all our memories in a little box,
I know that you just want the pain to stop,
So I need you to know I’m here when you wanna talk.
I can’t take even one more loss,
But I know in your life you have suffered a lot,
And I wish I could come up with even just one thought,
To make sure you know you’re loved when you feel like you’re not.
I want the best for you,
I’d take the rest for you,
My heart is beating in my chest just for you,
Together forever is what we’re destined to do.
If I pretend you’ll be okay,
Would everything begin to change?
What can I do to make you stay?
There is no price I wouldn’t pay.
If you leave I’ll be alone,
An only child all on my own,
With no one there to always know
How I feel but try hard not to show.
I’ll need you always,
So let my heart be the crawl space
That you go to when you’re not okay
And I will take on all your pain.