It was him the one who always smiled at me every time we’d encounter each other. I became obsessed. Star struck on this dark skinned, tall chocolate man 😩. He called me beautiful every morning we saw each other. I felt like I was the only one in the room. One day I said, I would tell him my name and invite him out for lunch. I know it’s not really a woman’s job to take a man out on the first date, but I felt obligated to do so. He was worth it. A hard working man who delivers my mail with love, and I fell in love with his handsomeness. He walks through the double doors Monday morning as I sit in the lobby waiting for my love. Waiting to call him my own. He says, good morning. I say good morning. Then I ask him what’s his name and he tells me his name is Tony. I say my name is Sasha and I think I’m in love with you Tony. Would you mind coming on a date with me; grabbing lunch one day? He said oh no I’m sorry I’m not interested. I was crushed. The man who I thought I loved broke my heart. Now I don’t know if I’ll ever find love 😞.