I have to tell you the God honest truth

It wouldn’t be fair to keep it from you

I am finding enjoyment in our time together

But I’m not sure I’m ready for the next step

I keep trying so hard to not push you away

Cause relationships always go up in flames

Over the years I’ve been through hell

Now I’m cautious when giving my heart out

The taste of your kiss on my lips

Brings a happy thought to my head

But the outward emotions only go skin deep

Cause inside my mind I freak the fuck out

I’m gaurded, I’m cautious, I’m careful

I don’t want to be where I was before

I have faith you have told me the truth

That you want be different than the rest

God only knows if you were meant for me

But I’m not wrong for wanting to go slow

Make sure that these feelings are real

I’ll break if I end up heartbroken again

I will admit that it may not be what you want

But I’m trying to be where God wants me

Right now I can’t picture a tomorrow

When today seems extremely hard

So if you believe that there is a grand plan

And you don’t want to give up on me

Bear with me as I stumble through this journey

To figure out just who exactly I am