you left me there on the floor, every inch of my body covered in pain. i felt myself fall, absorbing into the crevices of the hardwood. laying there… my bones decomposing to become one with the surface beneath my body. for days my body unmoved. my heart remained with the knife you stabbed in it. i felt myself bleeding out. to heal would be unbearable, to recover would be unfathomable. it is here i will stay.

i felt a tingle from my toes, my eyes blink open. a single daisy growing from my foot. i lift up my chest, the knife removed and moss grown over the scar. my body surrounded by grass, my hands met with soft dew. and no thoughts of you.