Alone again in my room

Running a 2k

In a month without training

Parents are disappointed

And second helpings have gone

The doctor says I need to gain

20 pounds, seems a lot

But my parents agree

I’ve agreed but

I just want to lose more

Blacking out

Diet Coke

Physics lab scales

5 years of this

A lifetime to go

Sertraline sickness

Paying off my debt

Propranolol prayers

Reading manuals on recovery

Ignoring the advice

I’ve gone a year or two

Gained no more

The statics getting quiet

I’ve forgotten before

Heart beat slowing to drumming pace

It’ll be over soon don’t worry

My hands are turning cold

This is overdue

The end of everything

It’ll be over soon don’t worry

Sorry going straight for the depressing content again 💀 will be posting more varied stuff soon just thought I’d post a few short things and they happen to be like this