Help

             Help

             Help

             Help

             Help

             Help



     There’s no air 

I’m stuck

Suffocating

Forced to be here

As by lungs

Burst

And bruise

Trying to cling to

air

life

all of the above

My head it touching the cool metal as i’m pushed against it

I try to focus

As my whole body screams

Help

Please

please please please

Help

I promise i will do better

If you give me this chance

Help me get out

Bubbles float around me

Dots spin in my eyes

Then

A

Yanking on my hair

Pulling

me

out

of

the wet

the darkness

I’m gasping

curling and retching on to the

tiled floor

Im alive

I’m

I’m

I’m Alive

There’s a body

A dead body

blood spilt on the floor next to me

Metallic like the sink

I was in seconds before

There’s a man standing over me

asking if i’m alright

How do i tell him i’m not?

How do i tell him that i will never be again?