Writerperson
veni, vidi, amavi
Writerperson
veni, vidi, amavi
veni, vidi, amavi
veni, vidi, amavi
Isn’t it funny that when something and happens
even though it feels like the end
everything continues
the sun still shines
the birds still chirp
you’re still breathing
in and out
your hearts not really broken
it just feels like it is
It’s awful and maddening
you just want to scream and sob
The world should be ending
You can see it splitting
Right down the middle
Time is slowing...
Each person i know
is part of me
From the biggest the smallest ways
A puzzle all making me,
Me
First I was my parents, a split half and half
not only their genetics
but their manerisms
Monkey see monkey do
Then my friends
My teachers
My bullies
My Barista
My Professor
My first love
My last heartbreak
And now
you
I know
That even if things don’t go the way we planned
That i...
My mind
turns against me
even in the simplest situations
Every thought, a contradiction
Every interaction, overthought
My brain doesn’t like me very much
tries to hurt me at every turn
tripping me up in every way
i don’t like my brain either so i guess it’s fine
at this point it can’t even betray me
it was never on my side
just for the streak so i am aware this low key sucks 😭...
I think i’m done
I think
It’s over
I’ve been
sent-
pushed
shoved
over the edge
I honestly don’t know how I lasted this thing
The ocean can taste my screams as i hurl words into the void
The sea can feel my broken heart as i dip my toes in the water
My tears see my fears
The waters know what it means to be battered to and fro
They know
I walk to my waist
It ...
I’m looking into the future
second after second ticking by
-Wait
wait
wait
wait
WAIT
YOU’RE GOING TOO FAST
the days feel like minutes
and hours feel like seconds
I was a teenager seconds ago
now i’m an adult
rushing through life hoping to get it right
**tic tock**
I’ve made bad decisions
no time to go back and fix them
**tic tock**
wait- there’s so much i wanted ...
hey,
I know you feel like you don’t need to hear this right now
but, you’ll find it
your love
your spark
your moment
don’t try to rush through life scared of the next moment
the future isn’t knocking down your door yet
you
have
time
to become everything you need to be and more
just take a deep breath
in and out
you’ve got this...