Writerperson
veni, vidi, amavi
Writerperson
veni, vidi, amavi
veni, vidi, amavi
veni, vidi, amavi
The balance between
good and bad
The fight between
caring and uncaring
A choice defining us
A moment in time
A grade
An action
All small in the scheme of things
But they mean so much
Be careful
Ever so careful
What you do on a
day to day
hour to hour
minute to minute
second to second
Everything adds up
Creating who you are
You look back and everything’s changed
Becau...
And i love
And i run
And i hide
And I hunger
And i cry
And i move
And i hate
And i adore
And i weep
For this life was not made for someone like me
I choose to listen
And to obey
Chasing fleeting moments
Where happiness is mine, only to decay
The big picture is getting smaller
And my life is moving on
And i keep feeling these emotions
Why is it such a con?
Hurting me
Leaving me...
So I got this idea from a really good book called Dreamland by Sarah Dessen. I just finished it and it was really good, would recommend, look at the trigger warnings first tho
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So I have something tell you…
So there’s this…
And another…
And he…
I need..
So here’s the thing…
So
so
so
um…
I don’t know if i can say
what i’m trying to say
Can you just know?
please
Noti...
Power comes from influence
Influence over everything
The connections you have
The people you know
And the higher you get
The more power you have
The more influence you possess
The higher you get
The higher you get
The higher you get
Til your dealing with entities
Dealing with people so high above where you used to be
that you go back to old ways
cowering
when they enter a room.
...
Most people understand hunger
as a lack of food
Of an emptiness
A hole inside you you long to fill
But it’s not
It’s a constant clawing
Digging deep
always
Ripping flesh
Tearing me apart
second
by
ticking
second
It’s not empty
It’s full
full of pain
and suffering
Something that will never never end
Even if i get out of this place
I will always be hungry
Always be dying...
Relief or an ending?
Is it over?
Or just beginning?
Can we even say the storm is over?
When the effects haunt us
every second
of every minute
of every day
I’m not saying
That it’s not gone
The worst of it is in the past
But the future doesn’t look brighter
Will any of this last?
We put ourselves together
Just for another storm to hit
And wreck all of our progress
I don’t...
I don’t know if i can do this anymore
constantly wondering
Watching every person around me fade into oblivion
i don’t think i can
I’ll take the same syringe use daily
stick it into myself
Stop my own heartbeat as i’ve seen people do over and over and over
I’m lost
Im gone
I’m done
I think this is the end of the rope
I’ll meet you in the stars people
You were just preparing the ...
The slicing
And burning
Don’t hurt
Well not in the moment
They feel like a reprieve from everything else
It’s afterwards
When you
are finally
done
laying
scratching
the scars
they hurt more than the wounds ever did
Healing hurts
I’m done with the pain in the moment
But the foreverness of the feeling
will haunt me
I’m getting better
I promise
But my scars still itch
Be...
The blood on my hands can not be washed
It will stay here for eternity
My ancestors gave it to me
The blood of the past
Crusted
and
Metallic
I will pay for the choices they made
I will drown in the guilt that should have overcome them
The blood on my hands can not be washed
It will stay with me forever
You look to the past as something fictional
But it is
Alive and
Fighting to be ...