numb to the feeling of hurt, it’s as if i attract the ones who need me the most yet my hearts turned off its alert.

i have yearned for love, to fix my heart, to fix my mindset. yet i’m always stuck on the sideline. fixing the ones who don’t need me quite yet.

but cold water feels warm when you’re freezing. i’d rather have hurt disguised in love and continue praying to the God above, than be used for one’s own pleasing.

so i hold my head up, my guard up, my heart locked. i won’t settle for love anymore. but what if it feels right? it’s never right. cold water just feels warm when you’re freezing.