You were so small when I got you But so cute And soft And silky And young So very young. I always knew there was a reason you were so smart. But I never knew that that would backfire And eventually end you. I got lucky I got so lucky to meet you And live my life with you And share so many memories and moments with you It’s like I’m stuck in a dark room Locked up You hid the key And now I’m searching for it with the torch you left for me Everyone expects me to be okay But I’m not I’m far from it Everything feels temporary Like something’s going to happen to change everything up Like you’re going to rise from your grave And climb your way up to me And climb onto my head And then poo there Like you used to. When we were happy When everything was good You were the glue holding me together Now I’m shattered So bloody shattered.