i hate the way you never notice me

standing so close to you

i hate the way i always look over to you

on the other side of the room

i hate the way you’ll move on so fast

and forget me, just a part of the past

i hate the way i think of you too often

and you never think of me

i hate the way you’ll never be mine

and how much i adore you

i hate how funny you are

and how you make me smile

i hate the way that you’ll be gone

after such a short while

i hate the way i don’t hate you.

i hate the way i love you

the way i’m too obsessed

i hate the way you’ll never know me

when i long to know you

i want to know every part of you,

all the little things

i hate the way i can’t stop this

this feeling in my chest

i hate the way i think of you

the way those thoughts won’t rest

i hate the way i wish it was us

me and you together

the way i want to hold your hand

and talk to you after practice

i want to walk with you through the halls

and get to know you

i hate the way i wish it was us.

but i know it’ll never be true.

it’ll always be her and you.

i hate the way i think of you and us

when i know it’s only pointless.