_A few weeks ago_

I think

I just met

The happiest girl

In the world

So free

So confident

Nothing could stop her

She was so cheerful

And happy

And so funny

I wish I could be her everyday

_Now_

That girl was me

She said what was on her mind

She kept herself entertained

She felt no

Sadness

Or

Boredom

Or

Anger

Only happiness

But now

She’s gone

Stuck in her room

Being sick

For the past 5 days

Just suffering

Scrolling on her phone

24/7

Sleeping for hours

Going insane

Not knowing what she’s doing with her life

A million thoughts in my head

A million dreams passing by

Unable to focus on any school work

People talking nonstop

Being annoying

Having the need to see people

I feel alone

Just suffering

My head pounding

Every second of the day

I’m rotting in my room

Doing nothing