(ima try to turn this into a song so you might see a few of these)

If only I told you the truth,

would you lie or die too?

If only I was like you,

confident and fine too.

Maybe I wouldn’t have lied.

Oh, the times that I cried,

cried because you were not all mine,

were wasted because I had a phase on someone who I was wrong about, again.

I can’t even find peace.

Theres no peace in the dark.

Theres no peace in the dark.

If only I tried hard enough.

If only I actually put in effort.

It’s always gonna be now or never with people like me.

People who don’t know who to be.

I never know who I am,

how was I supposed to know who you are?

If only I told the truth.

If only I was like me.

If only I was good,

if only i was enough.

Maybe we could’ve been better.

It’s always now or never.

If only I told the truth.

I could’ve been happier.

But love truly is a lie.

A life long lie.

It “stays until you die”.

And crumble, into the earth

all over again.

(i’m gonna add more i’m just tired)

(version 2)