Onyx 🦴

pagan and lgbtq writer. i usually write short stories but i enjoy poetry as well! pls feel free to leave feedback!

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Onyx 🦴

pagan and lgbtq writer. i usually write short stories but i enjoy poetry as well! pls feel free to leave feedback!

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I’m already regretting

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

I can’t say it now.

I can’t say it ever.

This is humiliating!

I want it to be, but this isn’t love in the making.

Fantasizing will get my nowhere.

My confidence is the size of a hair.

What if you don’t actually care?

What if you think I’m joking?

What if you’re joking?

It’s constant mixed signals.

I can’t determine anything anymore.

I want it to be love.

I want you.

I want to tell you.

Bu...

Poetry

Romance

My heart belongs to you

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1 min read

“If your hand could reach the inside of my heart, what would you do with it?”

I’d ask that question if it even mattered.

Youve already stolen my heart, it belongs to you.

Please don’t be like them, use it for good.

Everyone I love will leave, it’s nothing new.

Ive never wanted anyone as much as I have wanted you.

I’m falling apart, but it’s in your favor.

I just want to taste your flavor.

...

Poetry

Romance

Regrets

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

I knew i’d regret it if i didn’t say it right now,

but how do I say I love you to a person that may not love me back?

Even if he doesn’t feel the same, even if he does,

how do I say my feelings.

My feelings for someone who is to good for me,

everything I could ever want or need plus more.

I know I will regret it if I don’t say it now,

I know no matter what we will miss eachother,

if the day eve...

Poetry

Romance

HIM (TRIGGER WARNING!)

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

(this is about me, present day me)

It’s always about him,

every thought, and every breath.

These feelings are putting me to the test.

I’m no longer sheltered in the nest.

Very smell is you,

every thought is about you.

I cannot do anything without you on my mind,

“it’ll go away with time,” when?

I can’t escape you, so I’ll pick up my pen.

It’s a constant cycle, Richard.

Just tell me if you l...

Poetry

Romance

Till death do us part.

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

Even the dead tell stories,

the afterlife and life on earth is not much different.

Even the dead tell stories,

from the autopsy telling the story of how the dead died, to the story of the sorry life they lived.

Even the dead tell stories,

the story of their small family, the story of who they were.

Even the dead tell stories,

but are any stories even worth the time?

Even the living tell stori...

Poetry

Golden Night

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1 min read

Walking in the forest is how I spend my time.

It doesn’t even cost a dime.

I saw a rose that reminded me of you.

Suddenly, everything I knew disappeared.

All I saw, thought, felt, even smelt was you.

The feeling of looking into your eyes.

Your hand on my thighs.

It all meant nothing, you see.

Love doesn’t mean a thing.

Love doesn’t exist anymore.

It has all been twisted.

Real love is all I needed...

Poetry

Romance

Crash out

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1 min read

And rage is building up inside me once again,

coming out in the most horrific ways.

I take the blade and slash my leg,

I throw metal across the room while silently losing my mind.

I can’t let it out, nobody can know.

So silently, i’ll ruin all the work ive done,

Ive come so far, only to ruin the work.

No going back, the damage has been done.

Constantly staring at me is the urge to end it all...

Poetry

Drama

love (not the prompt it’s idk)

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

Maybe it was the way you looked at me.

Maybe it was the smell of your clothes,

But my eyes are locked on you.

This is a feeling ive never felt.

Something new.

Some say it’s love,

some say obsession,

but I want you in my possession.

I’m not like the others,

I won’t use you,

You’ll use me.

I’ll be all yours, and you’ll be all mine.

In the end, it will be just fine.

You’re everything to me,

My w...

Poetry

Romance

My little insecurities

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

They say the rudest shit and ask why I am mad.

“Its just your hormones, just your insecurities talking.”

If it was, I would not feel this way every day.

That’s all y’all have to say?

I’m trying my hardest but you cannot tell.

Your words pierce my mind like a nail.

I don’t forgive, I don’t forget. It is forever stuck.

My boundaries are constantly disregarded.

My mental health means nothing.

I’...

Poetry

Locked in

Onyx 🦴

1 min read

I am trapped inside this small scary room.

There’s nowhere to go, sometimes there’s a moment where I finally feel free.

I’m stuck in here unless I’m in the trees.

I give up escaping, I’m crying on my knees.

There is nowhere to go but down.

It never gets better.

You never get better....

Poetry