Emotions are a question of mine.

Something I, a human do not know of.

Am I, a human capable of not feeling something that is so common and important to us humans?

I ask myself at night, day and non-stop.

Adoration, amusement, anger, awe, confusion, contempt, desire, disappointment, distress, fear, and interest I did not feel.

But then one day, it happened.

Who knows if it was a miracle or just a normalcy. But I felt a surge of something. Something new, something refreshing?

“Confusing” I thought to myself. Confusing! Something new.. But how did this happen?

Is it a miracle, a gift, a curse or the supernatural?

After the day ends, I will not feel the emotion confusion or any emotion at all. Because after all I am cursed or perhaps gifted and this is just a dream of an improbable situation.

But all will stay the same with my questions. Am I even human? Is this a curse or a gift? I guess I’ll have to stay pondering to these thoughts of mine.