The great depression

For the past 14 days we have fought,

you said you wanted to stay in bed,

i didn’t argue,

i stayed cuddled in the blankets engulfed in your warmth,

falling soundly asleep to the sound of music,

when i awoke you only gave me time to use the bathroom,

just for you to trap me back in the blankets to fall right back asleep,

the next day comes and you say just one more day wouldn’t hurt,

i didn’t argue,

we spent the day on tik tok,

swiping away mindlessly unknown to the time,

when i noticed the day was over i didn’t care,

making a plan for the next day so i could be productive,

that day came and you told me i was tired,

i didn’t argue,

i layed there listening to the sound of nothing,

staring at the ceiling and watching the light go away telling myself tomorrow would be better,

but tomorrow is never better,

every day comes and you lie to me,

telling me things that aren’t true making me do nothing and be nothing,

i need to break away but it keeps happening,

i hate you but ur a comfort,

i wish you would go away but i’m glad your here,

and though i love you i must remember,

you’re a never ending cycle leading me to my demise.

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