Dear diary,

Because of some stupid feud, both R and D are alive, while my boyfriend is in the hospital.

I’m currently in the hospital, and the doctors say he’ll survive, however there will be permanent damage. They said they’ll have to amputate his leg.

I should’ve known G would do something stupid! This is my fault, I should’ve talked to him, stopped him! G is so kind, I should’ve known he’d do something, I just didn’t think he’d jump in front of a fucking bullet!

How could R and D be so selfish?

Because of them G almost died.

Because of them the kindest, sweetest person in the whole entire world almost lost his life.

I don’t care about their excuses, I would literally rather both of them dying than having G die. I would rather be dying then having G die. He is the best person in the whole world and I am not being biased when saying that. I can’t believe them. I’m leaving this stupid godforsaken shit show.

I’ll burn this book, and leave. I don’t deserve such a perfect person. If I wasn’t around he wouldn’t be a villain, hell, he’d probably be the hero!

I don’t know what else to say. Maybe I’ll leave money and this page, so that he’ll understand.

If I don’t leave now I won’t be able to.

Goodbye, G.

Don’t look for me, have a good life! Don’t let a villain hold you back.

I love you, but I have to leave. I don’t want to stop you from having a spectacular life, so goodbye.

Who cares about R’s stupid rule about initials?

Sincerely,

Rowan