I’m sorry for all the things

I said

Or didn’t say

How you looked me in the eyes

When you sighed and walked away

Like we were never lovers

It was just another fight

We’d kiss and scream

Just to have make up sex

in the middle of the night

My stomach held butterflies for you

But I self destructed

and tore their wings in two

Blue like your sapphire eyes

Black like your Maserati driving away

Thinking of all the things

I would’ve said

If you’d have stayed