People are talking

Inside my head

Screaming

Screaming

Screaming

I can’t hear myself think

And yet the doctors say it’s fine

It’s a figment of my imagination

Thoughts are pouncing in every conversation every thing I say every interaction i have with anyone

And yet

The doctors say i’m fine

My legs and arms keep shaking

Chaos to keep the calm

always moving to stay still for you

The doctors say i’m fine though

I can’t control myself anymore

My mind controls me and my body and yet My mind isn’t me anymore

My mind has a gun

My mind has a knife

My mind doesn’t want to use it

But they will if they must

The doctors say i’m getting better though

Just a few side effects

But when i’m dead on the floor

And my lifeless eyes are screaming for freedom

You’ll know i wasn’t fine

And you’ll know that this

All of this

Is because everything you didn’t do